(diaryland) September 04, 2002 - 12:33 a.m.

My room is so awfully messy. I've literally never cleaned it all up. If I could see the carpet, which I can't, it would be orange now because of all my hair moulting out and getting sucked into the carpet fibres.

Last night, there was a power blackout in a windstorm and I died in my room, many times. I kept falling on what sounded like expensive stuff, which I like to keep in thoroughfares. It's really hard to find one candle in a sea of crazy shit.